goodbye

by Bella Burns

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creating this ep was an emotional process but i'm proud of it and really happy with how it turned out. i would like to thank brendan reyes, one of my favorite people ever, for making my album artwork for me. i would also like to thank all of my friends who stuck by me during hard times <3

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released May 5, 2017

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Bella Burns California

aspiring musician currently residing in southern california. you can usually find me scrolling through tumblr, making music, or having coffee with my friends.

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Track Name: talk
clearly i've done something wrong
but I don't know what I've done
clearly I've done something wrong
but I have no clue at all

It's nonsense to drop me so quickly
and it's nonsense to even replace me
with the one you spoke bitter words of

but talking to you is like talking to a wall
when i'm talking to you
we're not talking at all
no matter what way I've tried

I'm sick of being your second choice
the one you always leave
yeah you can have other friends
but not without forgetting me

why do you always forget me

are you in denial
or oblivious
were you angry when I blocked you
or were you sorry

but talking to you is like talking to a wall
when i'm talking to you
we're not talking at all
no matter what way I've tried

this is my last attempt
i hope you can hear me
if you're mad that i cut you off
maybe you should have listened
when I told you you'd hurt my feelings
you hurt my feelings
Track Name: know
gotta stop saying i'm fine
more and more i'm lying
these people care a lot
but i'm not doing so hot

my mama told me to stop
oh she told me to open up
but then i just cried
i wanna keep it inside

so they won't know
won't know
won't know

everything's going wrong
at least my head's staying on
so i can write a song
instead of saying whats wrong

so they won't know
won't know
won't know

i feel like a burden
every time i open my mouth and its not a lie
i don't want to say what i mean
i don't want them to worry about me
i've waited so long now theres so much
i want to get off my chest and love
the life that was given to me
i want the love to come back to me

so they won't know
won't know
won't know
Track Name: hide
i'm not proud of my actions
but i'll admit that i laughed yeah
looking for some satisfaction
because you're giving me none

i try to tell you my feelings
but you pretend to not hear me
you get insulted and angry

now i understand that you don't care about me anymore
and i should have seen the signs
i've been laughing and I haven't been real nice
but when i'm alone i cry
my feelings i like to hide

i tried to be honest
but now i'm embarrassed
you never replied or decided to lie

so i've been talking a lot
it's always on my mind
we haven't made contact
in a real long time

now i understand that you don't care about me anymore
and i should have seen the signs
i've been laughing and I haven't been real nice
but when i'm alone i cry
my feelings i like to hide
Track Name: haunt
i used to call her all the time
she was the only one who understood
now when i see her i want to cry
its almost like she's died

we used to laugh at everything
i guess she doesn't want to laugh with me anymore
she's found somebody new
so now she's just a girl i knew

the ghost of you is haunting me
because you're not who you used to be
(you're not what you were)

she acts just like her new best friend
clothes personality i'm seeing a common trend
that's why i don't seem to know her anymore
isn't it funny, how that works?

impressionable girl
i hope you know i see right through you
though i don't know whats going on in that mind yours

the ghost of you is haunting me
because you're not who you used to be
(you're not what you were)
Track Name: goodbye
i think you replaced me
it sure feels like you have
people ask me why you're acting like that
it makes me think you really have

i thought i was jealous
until so many people asked me
what had happened
but i didn't know
i still don't know

you say you're sad and alone
then i say you don't know what that means
if you feel anything like me

now i'm saying bye
i'm saying goodbye
i'm the one who leaves
even though you already left me

the problem is
i was the one to cut it off
but that's because
you didn't call at all
i was the one keeping us alive
but it was killing me inside

what you call mean
i call honest
but maybe it's the same thing

i want to scream
i want to scream
i want to scream
but i'm so tired i'm whispering

now i'm saying bye
i'm saying goodbye
i'm the one who leaves
even though you already left me